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Flawed

Today I have been thinking, I know that's not always a good thing, but bear with me.As I was thinking I thought about the fact that we all make mistakes. Each one of us has things that either annoy others or just aren't a good thing in general. This includes myself. They are lists and lists of flaws that I have and some I am better at admitting than others, but either way I have them. This doesn't mean I am worthless or no good. This means there are things I need to work on. So too start I want to tell you at least 15 of my flaws. Some I know others see as a flaw in me and are harder for me to admit and others are flaws I see in myself every day.  1. I bite my nails. 2. I worry more than I should. 3. I over think and analyze everything.  4. I am bad at staying out of things.  5. I am on my phone more than I should be.  6. I complain about being cold too much.  7. I am awful at making decisions. 8. I am too scared to step out of my comf...

Semester One: Completed

Holy molies. Time really does fly. To be honest, it is crazy for me to think that I am typing this from home, in Illinois and that I am already done with my first semester of college. Seems like just yesterday I was arriving on campus and had no idea how to even get my ID card. Looking back on the semester I can see that I have already learned so much and am continuing to learn everyday. College is not easy. I will say that again and again because it is true. It is the first time I had to deal with my phobia of shots on my own. I had to rely completely on myself to get up in the mornings and make sure I got to church and class on time. If I did not attend something it was completely on me and I had to be responsible for those actions. It was the first time that I have literally spent and entire Saturday in a library. I pulled all nighters for the first time, not for fun, but for homework. I had to know my limits but not be afraid to push myself. I had to be complete responsible fo...